Life after school

Ok now we start with some story from me. Okay SPM have been passed for 2 months and soon three months. Then, result will be announced soon. I have no idea something bad or good awaits. Okay now thinking of course that I choose in order to further my studies in university? Okay local or overseas? undecided yet. and if I hoping to further study in overseas, what if I'm not get the offered and scholarship? It'll later turn me down. It mede me to just brush off the idea on going to oversea. seriously thinking of this future matter made me feel nervous. I scared if I can't achieve what I really imagine to have it. People here said and recommended me to choose medical course but I should think more about it. Some or almost people that studying in medical course got hectic daily routine. They can't manage to spend time so well with their family. So what about me then? Just knowing my schooling day I already got busy schedule that made me having such as stressful day. Just look upon my result. I have studied well but the time doesn't come to exact time yet. SPM maybe? InsyaAllah that stands for if Allah wills it. Sometimes what we're planning doesn't suit with what we achieved. Allah is the best and perfect planner. He knows what suits for us and doesn't. And this saying have turn me to not give in easily. that's all.